Use me in wasted fun, a black light rubber
I’m gonna bathe in all your discarded lovers.
Broken by shame; domesticated by hate
Signs blinking on and off saying stop go Wait.
Wine glasses thrown at the television screen,
Screaming in geisha makeup; you were so mean
Please be a man n cry with shoulders squared;
I didn’t mean to kick you in your underwear.
Selfish Quasimodo dancing in my tower,
Looking down on our lies; a lofty wallflower
Rotten worlds seduce, sadistic forbidden fruit
Gonna shut down my Windows, turn my life on mute.
I’m remembering a time when I tasted dirt
Naked flesh ripped open wide, wounds that bled and hurt
Now you’re gleeful in a robe of many colors
While I’m popping soap bubbles, a detached glacier
Eyes glaring and the lights blazing; ceiling on fire
Soft music dumbed down by insecurities higher
I lost a stiletto you know I’ll never leave;
You’re the heart shaped stain I wear on my sleeve.